Becoming Myself


I have outgrown things, some recently, some decades ago.

I have outgrown people who does not except the rebel and fighter for better in me.

I have outgrown of all who use "too" describing anything I do. I have outgrown relatives who gladly offer me criticism and not support.

I have outgrown people who judge by colour, language, religion, origin or looks. I have outgrown my need to meet family's expectations of me.

I have outgrown my need to meet society's expectations of me.

I have outgrown my need to be "normal" because is "is good so to be". I have outgrown girls who wear masks and fake what and who they really are.

I have outgrown people who put others down to lift themselves up.

I have outgrown psychopaths who hurt others, use violence or power to feed their Egos. I have outgrown shrinking myself so I would make others feel better.

I have outgrown playing small for those who are intimidated by my intelligence and outspoken nature.

I have outgrown those who don't get my humour, sarcasm or self irony.

I have outgrown trying to fit into one box for I belong to twelve at least. I have outgrown friends who cannot celebrate my accomplishments.

I have outgrown people who are afraid of women who know what they want.

I have outgrown people who say playing and fairytales are for kids.

I have outgrown jealousy, mean characters and vain minds.

I have outgrown drunk and stoned people who can not have fun by simply being alive.

I have outgrown explaining myself to others, my need for solitude and love for networking in one. I have outgrown people who ad hoc disappear whenever life gets complicated, dark or hard. I have outgrown gossiping, spreading negativity, making up stories and fake news. I have outgrown dull, meaningless chats, empty blah-blah and endless pointless meetings.

I have outgrown talking slowly, very clear and simple just to be understood.

I have outgrown explaining my outfit mixed of torn jeans and boyish T-shirt and high heels and little sexy black dress. I have outgrown those who don't fight against war, violence, ignorance, stupidity and injustice. I have outgrown trying to please everyone and excuse everyone.

I have outgrown the opinion makers who didn't travel even around themselves. I have outgrown my tendency to fill my mind with insecurities, anxieties, fears and "what ifs". I have outgrown trying to find reasons not to love my little crazy, funny, extra & ordinary self. I have outgrown anything and anyone who does not try to make the world a better place.

I have outgrown apologising for my "No"s and "Never"s and "No go"s.

I have outgrown unkind, impolite, ungentle and rude people.

I have outgrown show off people with high positions and long titles but no deeds to show.

I have outgrown rules and principles that are meaningless and not shaken up to make impact and change.

I have outgrown talkers, speakers, blah blah-ers, who steel time, money and are energy vampires. I have outgrown so many things and I've never felt freer, more myself and happier.

I will never outgrow whoever sees greatness in all that life and nature has to offer.

I will never outgrow love, learning, politeness, laughing, passion, work, curiosity, helping others and giving my best.

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© 2018 by Mateja Kramar

Mateja Kramar